The End of Freshman Year

So I'm finally through with my freshman year of college.

It's not like it's really the end of anything, which makes it weird that I even care. I felt I had to say goodbye to all these friends of mine that I had made, but it's not really goodbye, it's just "see you in 3 months," I guess. But I spent over three hours Tuesday night saying goodbye to people. (Not that there were that many people, it just seemed to take a while for most of them.) It's that softy side of me. I hate that.

But I get this nagging feeling I'll end up losing touch with half of them, and I don't want that to happen. So today I made a list of all the people I actually made an effort to say goodbye to, thinking that these are the people I need to make an effort to keep in touch with. I guess time will tell if I'm actually willing to put the effort into keeping these friendships. It just seems so difficult for me